oh! do I, love him

I love him
oh!
do I
love him
?
In the close moments
when I gaze
at the chocolate curve
of his shoulder;
the sweet kiss;
the need met;
I love him
In the thunder clap of
love wars
I rage
as my pride is invaded
and
oh!
do I
love him
?
Could love breed such chaos?
But
I am entranced
by the love
fragrance
that envelops me
in our
blue sky-
porch days
and oh!
do I
love him...
in his imperfection
that I long to flee
but grow to
love?